I am calm and cool!

I 'm always calm and cool!
He started looking at me with staring looks!
Seems to be excited! Oh! Man you are in me
As I being a woman I say!! Am I correct?!
His looks are like spines of a rose stem?
Nails pricking my body through out!
His expressions are some thing odd
I don't know what he needed?
He said I 'm sweetie!
My lips are just like fire red flowers
And like cherry fruits?
My cheeks just like red apples
He is interested to bite and eat?!
But, I am cool and calm!!
Still more I was cool and calm!!
He said- " I want to enter you!-
Without entering You, I can't subside my quest of thirst
I can't become happy with this hungry
Let m eat you drink you
Let me! Let me!! Oh! Let Me!!!?
I passed my sympathy looks over him
I could understand his apathy!
I must fulfill his desire! - If not He may die!!
At last I pitied him! He entered me hugged-kissed...
What not he did every thing!
To him I thought my weeping kid-hungry child!
Oh! My Lord! I am happy I fulfilled his desire!
I gave to his utmost satisfaction
Every thing what ever he requested!!
Yes! Every thing all my body soul -...
Every precious bit present in me
To which I thought very precious till that time!!
As his desire was fulfilled by me I thought
That he will appreciate me!
Wonder stuck! He has not appreciated me!?
He became cool for his deed!
And started some thing bad of that deed!!
Yes! He is now in grief struck with sex?!?
Started scolding me!!
As if I am the reason for his Spoiling?!
Tell me Has he been spoiled?
He started scolding me - "You dirty Bitch! Rake!

You an unholy Hole! Hole of hell!
Now as if I did some thing -
May I too accept his blame?!
No! No!! No!!! I took sobs!
I asked Jesus to give justice!
He told the persons in the society
Pelt stones on me!!
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nun
http://www.yourdictionary.com/celibacy
http://www.experiencefestival.com/hinduism_archives

At first He who never ran away behind this type of desire!
I asked Buddha -He told grief struck-
A day is present for you; Come to me I will be serving you!
Yes in the old age he gave me the shelter?!
I asked Allah the Malik !!
He told you must marry and be faithful to one only!
I told-"I am faithful that man at that time!
But, that man is now denying me?
You take divorce and marry another
Was the principle of Islam!!
Any number of marriages...
And any number of divorces...
Allowed! But I 'm helpless!!
I can't forget my past remembrances!
I can't forget my previous experiences and members!
I disliked being with One- who ever he may be!?
But, society never allowed me to stay lonely!
Insulted me and asked to re-marry!!
Is marriage so essential?
How can I share my life with another spouse...?
With past memories?
I asked Hindus!!-
They told re-marriages are not allowed!
I felt happy!
But, my happiness not lasted for a long period?!
They asked to me to jump on the pyre of my husband
And get my self burnt along with my hubby's dead body!
Oh! Nonsense told, and then they advised me to be
As a widow till death! -
Get all your hair on head removed and live like a nun!!
I asked what will be good?!
They have shown several examples of several ladies
Who lived in the past to show me the path of life?
Mythological exemplary ladies
In different occasions- in different circumstances!
Females always need support of males
In the childhood father,
In the youth husband and in the old age sons!
Further..? I asked...
Tell how many types of living can be for a woman in your religion?
Oh! There are several!! We give equal value to every type of living!
Mother Ganges! To whom we pray!!
She is always pious... She was thought to be the wife of Lord Shiva!!
She took birth at the feet of Lord Vishnu
As per the request of Rushi
http://www.cs.albany.edu/~amit/ganges.html
http://www.sacred-texts.com/hin/db/bk02ch04.htm
http://www.sacred-texts.com/hin/db/bk09ch06.htm
http://essayservice.info/?p=60
http://www.sivanandaonline.org/html/misc/dattatreyajayanti/introduction.shtm
http://www.pakistanlink.com/Commentary/2004/Dec04/24/03.htm
They told about Lakshmi goddess wife of Narayana
Daughter of Kubera and her need are to every body!
She was in another version was born while milk ocean (galaxy) was churned?!
Lakshmi is nothing but wealth! This is essential for every body
Both men and women?! For their happy living!!
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lakshmi
They told about Sarasvati wife of Brahma
Daughter of Brahma and her need for education to every body!
She is nothing but, education-intelligence; reasoning and knowledge?!
Tell who doesn’t need her with them?!
http://www.stephen-knapp.com/sarasvati_goddess_of_learning.htm
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sarasvati
http://www.asia.si.edu/devi/sarasvati.htm
http://ancienthistory.about.com/od/sarasvatimyth/g/Sarasvati.htm
http://www.hindunet.org/god/Goddesses/saraswati/index.htm
http://ancienthistory.about.com/od/sarasvatimyth/Sarasvati.htm
http://www.sacredwind.com/Sarasvati.htm
http://www.indusscript.com/sarasvati.html
They told about Parvathi wife of Lord Shiva And Dakshayani!
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Goddess_Parvathi
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Oorpazhachi_Kavu
http://www.pariharam.com/TempleLakshmiKuberar.aspx?TempleID=TMPL077
http://www.nrityaparichay.com/bharatanatyam.asp
http://www.drsethufoundation.org/page6.html
http://www.lasyam.com/
In other words she is good fortune! Comfort!
They told about …
The Dancers at Devendra Sabha Rambha-Urvasi
Thilottama and Menaka and other apsarasas!
They are Devine dancers! Who is that Man who doesn’t like to dance with them?
http://www.mythfolklore.net/india/encyclopedia/apsaras.htm
http://www.mythfolklore.net/india/encyclopedia/rambha.htm
http://www.mythfolklore.net/india/encyclopedia/urvasi.htm
http://www.mythfolklore.net/india/encyclopedia/menaka.htm
http://www.mythfolklore.net/india/encyclopedia/tilottama.htm
They have told about devadasis of temples in India
Every body like their dances! Both men and women!!
Every body likes their music and songs!!
At nights men with an urge go to their houses and in the day time
Do scold them by saying that their character is bad?!
Those ladies do laugh at those persons?
They are having good taste of enjoying the life!
Men of taste also follow behind them!!
But, they never are completely indulged in their sexual entanglements!
Any body going on a work if has seen
Devadasi coming in his opposite direction
They feel that there will be success in their work on which they are going?!
Yes! It’s blind belief?!
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Devadasi
http://www.samarthbharat.com/devadasis.htm
http://www.samarthbharat.com/files/devadasihistory.pdf
http://en.wikipedia.org/w/index.php?title=Devadasis&action=edit
http://skepdic.com/devadasi.html
http://www.hinduismtoday.com/archives/1993/8/1993-8-05.shtml
They told Sati in their ism?
http://sikhiwiki.org/index.php/Sati
http://www.kamat.com/kalranga/hindu/sati.htm
http://www.stpt.usf.edu/~jsokolov/agewid1.htm
http://hindutva.org/culture.html
They told the story of Devayani
http://www.mythfolklore.net/india/encyclopedia/devayani.htm
They have told about Droupadi wife of five brothers Pandavas
http://www.mythfolklore.net/india/encyclopedia/draupadi.htm
Pancha kanyas-
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mandodari
http://www.boloji.com/hinduism/059j.htm
They told the story of Ahalya
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ahalya
http://www.suite101.com/article.cfm/mythology_from_india/62617
http://www.pantheon.org/articles/a/ahalya.html
The place where Goutham’s Ashram was present
And Where fraudulently Indra mated Ahalya in the face of Goutham
http://www.kanyakumari.org.in/
Mamatha the mother of Bharadvaja
Their sons were pious, none said against those ladies.
The story of Savitri Pativrata
http://www.sciy.org/blog/INTEGRALYOGA/Savitri/ASpiritualBiographyofSavitri/_archives/2007/1/1/2611511.html
Sati Sumati
http://www.sssbpt.info/ssspeaks/volume33/sss33-11.pdf
http://216.109.125.130/search/cache?ei=UTF-8&p=anasuya+and+sumati&fr=ieas-tb&u=www.exoticindiaart.com/book/details/IDF435/&w=anasuya+sumati&d=dddKl_H_Qcx1&icp=1&.intl=us
Tulasi whose character was spoiled by Lord Vishnu to kill Jarasandha
http://www.gurudeva.it/tulasi.htm
She is in the form of a plant and is used for praying Lord Vishnu
The decoction of the leaves is medicinally used
The leaves keep mosquitoes away-good for health
All parts of this plant –There are three varieties of plants all are used.
http://www.vidyaonline.net/arvindgupta/mythandreality.pdf
http://www.salagram.net/sstp-Laxmi-shankha.html
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nagarvadhu
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Women_in_India
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Devadasi
Anjani Devi Mother of hanuman gave birth to Hanuman
By contacting God Air?! Yes Air is the father of Hanuman
To tell the fact it’s the sperm of Lord Shiva carried by Air
Made Anajana Devi pregnant?!
Yes! She inhaled the air possessing the sperm of Lord Siva
This story is wonderful? Just like pollen grains
Of one plant going to another plant through the media of air!!
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hanuman
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hanuman#Childhood.2C_education.2C_and_curse
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vanara
See the value given to anjanadevi and Hanuma;and Kesari
And their prominence in Hindu Mythology and history?!
http://profiles.friendster.com/25451749
The birth of Karna to Kunti
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Karna
The birth of Pandavas to Kunti and Madri?!
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kunti
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kunti#Kunti.27s_character
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Madri
You see how famous their children were? How great these ladies were?
And how they have been treated as pious in their character!
You see now the great Adi guru Sankaracharya and His birth
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Adi_Sankaracharya
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Adi_Sankaracharya#Birth_and_childhood
Daksha rama Bhimesvara and his birth also may be noticed
http://www.indiantravelportal.com/andhra-pradesh/pilgrimage/draksharamam.html
Birth of Jnanesvar may also be studied
http://www.geocities.com/profvk/gohitvip/52eknath.html
http://www.india-forum.com/forums/index.php?showtopic=974
Boy coming out from heap of dumped ashes by calling alak niranjan
http://www.desidump.com/dump/2007/08/31/well-be-right-back/feed/
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/saadhnaa/messages/5411?xm=1&m=e&l=1
The birth of Guru Nanak
http://www.srigurunanaksahib.org/lotus-feet.htm
In medieval ages changes in the female life took place
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Child_marriages
Men understood that the sex is an inevitable evil
All men could not control their urge
Hence prostitute families were maintained
The family ladies were not allowed to do prostitution
The men though say that ladies should not have contact with several men
They at nights go to these brothel houses to fulfill their desires.
Such great ladies who were famous and their children were worshipped
But, for me now I saw lot of change
Probably due to mixed culture with other religions
Now the brothels were beaten by middle men and they are
Eating their flesh and drinking blood of ladies
In families too the dowry system rose to a peak level
And made difficult for a lady to live.
Now where I have to go in this masculine world?
All religions now are having male dominance
Religions are written by males for their sake
And there is no place for thinking of women in those religions.
Great Maharshi Uddalaka and his son Svethaketu may be known?!
To understand the real urge of men?!
http://sivanandaonline.org/graphics/ebooks/swami_sivanandaji/downnload/master_said.html
Wandering all the way Long years! Without lady contact!
Continuous meditation and prayers In search of God!
http://www.dlshq.org/download/mastersaid.htm
When they see soul in the man and woman
They say all men Father and all women mothers?!
A pious thought! The ladies are always pious!
As men need the services of ladies as mother!
The Hindu wife should be – Mother while feeding husband!
“Bhojyeshu Matha!”
As wife on the bed! “Sayaneshu Rambha!”
(This Rambha is the Dancer in Indra’s Court Hall)
They never felt bad of comparing wife with concubine of
Indra and several other men! This lady gives all pleasures to men
Going to heaven as told in the Hindu Mythological stories?!

As servant maid! While doing services!
“Charanesu Dasi!”
Should be minister while giving advises! In the works!!
“Karyeshu Mamthri!!”
The wives of Maha Ganapathi –“Buddhi and Siddhi”
Buddhi=Intelligence-wisdom!
Siddhi= To acquire the powers by completing learning!
Tell who doesn’t need these two ladies who are thought to be
The wives of Lord Ganesh son of Parvathi!
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ganesh_Chaturthi
http://hinduism.about.com/library/weekly/extra/bl-curseofthemoon.htm
http://www.nortonsimon.org/art.aspx?id=F.1975.16.07.S
See the marriage of Hanuma with Suvarchala a story!
http://www.hinduonnet.com/thehindu/thscrip/print.pl?file=2006010402460200.htm&date=2006/01/04/&prd=th&
http://www.celextel.org/stotrasvishnu/sundarakandam.html?page=7
Ladies of different characters... all being treated with respect
All called mothers! The children of them
Treated as their own sons by Men
And they have been called the sons of those mothers and
Those Men! No guilty conscious!
Finally I decided to stay in India?
Though there were several more problems to women of India
Yes! I know how to tackle them!
They hear my voice! They never try to suppress me and my thoughts!
I liked Hindu marriage and wanted to settle there
http://www.ramanuja.org/sv/rituals/sacraments/marriage_mantras.html
UN fortunately Now India is not of ancient type
All changed by invasion of other religions
The cruelty is present now in Hindu customs and traditions
Oh! Man! Tell me where now I have to go!
Yes! You are correct India is safe
A lady can raise her voice there and can fight for her Rights now!
Better be a daughter of India
And be a daughter-in-law of any free mingling society!
http://surasa.net/panigrahanam/panigrahanam.pdf
Now tell me who am I?!
Ever I was born and never I die?!
Am I correct??! Tell Me !!!